We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame

Work, and chef-ery. =)

Hollywood whore, passed out on the floor, I'm sorry but the party's over

31/10

Con-fuse-ion at clock change.

Then.... rugby training.

xXx

And we'll knock it all back and forget our names

30/10

Workkkk, followed by a pretty darn epic party

=)

Ran out of alcohol,contributed £5, and the guys went out on a mission to get some.

They were successful, and we got even more pissed.

=D

xXx

People take pictures of the summer

Workkkkkk

We're not coming back

Workkk

Are you OK, Annie?

27/10

Ill.

=(

You’re always in my heart You’re always on my mind

26/10

Workkkk.

I'm balancing
                     rather delicately
                                              on nothingness. 

xXx

These streets will make you feel brand new, the lights will inspire you, let's hear it for New York, New York, New York

25/10

Workkk.

Start at 9, til 5.30.

Mostly in kitchen :)

xXx

She acts like summer and walks like rain

24/10

Rugby, followed by partyyyy.

xXx

Paint me with colour

23/10

Workkkkk.

=)

I'm not gonna write you a love song

22/10

Life On Mars

:)

xXx

We were smoking funny things

21/10

Blah.

=)

xXx

Now I am free and the world's at my feet

Heyy!

Happy Birthday To Me =P

Got my lurvely moped, Joey =)

Quit school =)

Never got so many freaking hugs in one day =P

xXx

Tonight we'll burn responsibility in the fire

School.

One more day <3

Got my clearance form and talked to my boss.

Quitting tomorrow.

And.... <3

<3

Almost fucking free <3

xXx

And the stars look very different today

18/10

School.

Eurgh.

Two more days <3

Philosophical convos about pot and drugs and the nature of being with A. I shall miss them and him <3

Ciao
xXx

Get pissed, destroy!

17/10

Rugbyyyyy traininggggg

Fucking awesomeness!

Er... yeah.

=)

xXx

I am cold beneath the burning rays

Workkkkk.

Sorted out my bike payment in the morning. As Martin Lawrence would say: "This shit just got real"

Busy, but I got to go in the kitchen =)

Boss offered me part-time =)

Original story ''Hippy Chick' word count: 15,755

Ciao
xXx

Oh it was fun

School.

Only 2 lessons.

Woo!

Played poker for 2 hours straight, and drank so. much. coffee.

Ss Ah Jo Zp.

Eeep.

Ciao
xXx

I want another day with you

Schoool.

No freesssss =(

Blah.

Eurgh.

fUCkIng EssAYs
111

Mehhhhh.

Dyed my hair again =)

Natural Light Ash.

And a semi-date tomorrow =)

xXx

I can see the silhouettes dancing up against the wall

Schooool.

Tis International Suits For School Day.

I wore old school shirt, waistcoat, jeans, frog tie, neon green shoes.

=)

Moving and moving rooms to accomodate the hierarchy, and noting down anarchy.

"Never give up after drinking"
     ~AW

xXx

And suddenly everything's right

12/10

Schooooool.

Archeryyyyyy.

Walked home with Chrissssss.

=)

xXx

Getting high on information

11/10

School.

Fucking hate this place.

But I love the people there... so fucking much.

Texting friends across the classroom just to see them smirk.

High-fiving peeps in the corridors.

Playing cards and gambling with skittles.

Sneaking out for a cigarette.

Bartering with the canteen ladies in the mornings for coffee.

Fuck the lessons: I'm all about the social.

Even though I fucking hate people.

Pompous people.

Eurgh.

And.... thus with a kiss, I die...

Ciao
xXx

I came across a fallen tree, I felt the branches of it looking at me

10/10

Met with Sophie.

Bought some pirate boots and hair dye =)

Ciao
xXx

You wanted more than I was worth

Work.

Asked boss for full-time job. He *might* be able to get me part-time.

So.... I'm job-hunting.

Which is shittttttt.

Ciao
xXx

Will you slam shut, or free your mind, or stay hypnotized?

8/10

School.

I'm surrounded by too many unhungover people.

He is my favorite song, he is my chocolate, he's my fresh air and my sunshine.

<3

Ciao
xXx

Smoking cigarettes behind your garden gate

7/10

School.

Nothing to report.

Cigarettes while I did my homework. =D

The world is almost back in balance.

A mild musing:

-Do you class yourself as a feminist?

-Any ordered thought behind that question, or...?

-You're a very thought-provoking person. You make me curious.

-How so?

-Sometimes, you'll smile at me when I let you through the door first, but sometimes, you'll just wait for me to come through first, even though I tell you to come through. Why?

-... I don't know. I guess, sometimes, you're carrying something heavier than me, and I don't want you to suffer on my account. Other times, I do it just to make you huff.

-So are you a feminist?

-A feminist? No. I think it's over-rated. I don't mind guys being old-fashioned. I think it's sweet, in proportion. I just don't like being deemed as useless in certain circumstances, just because I'm female.

-You're very capable.

-Thanks. Why do you always let me go first?

-Certainly not because I think you're incapable. I just want to be polite.

-I know you're polite. You've been nothing but polite to me since you started working here.

-You've been nothing but weird to me since I started working here.

-You're sweet.

-You're weird.

-Thanks.

-Thanks.

I'm gonna burn this city

Wed 6/10

School.

=(

Had to go to bike shop again: they sold me the wrong bike =P.

I'm now getting the same model, same price, slightly older, and blue.

C'est OK.

=I

Just a lil curious why it took them so long to figure it out.

Ciao
xXx

Never did no harm, never did no harm

Tues 5/10

Schooool.

=(

Bitch of a bruise from archery.

=)

xXx

All I wanna say is that they don't really care about us

Monday 4/10

Schooooool.

=(

xXx

Everybody's feeling warm and bright It's such a fine and natural sight

No rugby =(

But spent the day with Granny's new puppy =)

And my uncle gave me his old leather jacker =)

Fuck homework. I'm quitting school. =D

Ciao
xXx

Coz when I look at you, I see an angel in your eyes, but if I look deeper inside, I see your freakish little side

2/10

Workkkkk.

=)

Boss is in Las Vegas.

New respect.

The boy =)

And 4 pints of cider =)

Ciao
xXx

I could be chasin' but my time would be wasted

School.

Rainy.

Someone splashed me with their car.

The boy =)

And... I played New Market with Malteasers, and Poker with Skittles.

A very productive school day, indeed.

Work tomorrow.

Yeah....

Ciao

xXx

If life ain't just a joke then why are we laughing?

30/9

School.

Only one more day til the weekend.

And then work.

And rugby.

And the possibility of a party. =)

xXx

Champagne for a thousand miles

29/9

School.

Went bike hunting after.

I've put a deposit on a stunningly beautiful '08 TGB 204 125cc =)

It's black and shiny =)

I've been waiting on my own too long

28/9

School.

Eurgh.

"And my mind is the
subject of these bewildered
fragments of my soul."

I know if destiny's kind

Schoooool.

Je n'aime pas de ca.

Et ma frois est tres nul.

Eurgh.

The boy... always.... looks.... sad.... when I see him =(

xXx

Gonna start a revolution from my bed

26/9

Illlllllllll.

=(

=S

=(

=S

Life On Mars.

And homework.

And herbals.

And whiskey to help me sleep.

Coughing dreams.

xXx

Look into your eyes, imagine life without you

25/9

Workkkkk.

Nice break from schooooool.

That..... stupid, stupid boy...

Disjoined, bewildered thoughts and vodka and cokes.

And no.... sleep.....

And the cigarette packet is empty and bare.

And empty.

And.... empty.

Empty.

Ciao
xXx

You sit there in your heartache, waiting on some beautiful boy

School.

J'aime la poem: The Wild Swans at Coole, by WB Yeats.

The trees are in their autumn beauty,
The woodland paths are dry,
Under the October twilight the water Mirrors a still sky;
Upon the brimming water among the stones
Are nine-and-fifty swans.

The nineteenth autumn has come apon me
Since I first made my count;
I saw, before I had well finished,
All suddenly mount
And scatter wheeling in great broken rings
Upon their clamorous wings.

I have looked upon these brilliant creatures,
And now my heart is sore.
All’s changed since I, hearing at twilight,
The first time on this shore,
The bell-beat of their wings above my head,
Trod with a lighter tread.

Unwearied still, lover by lover,
They paddle in the cold,
Companionable streams or climb the air;
Their hearts have not grown old;
Passion or conquest, wander where they will,
Attend upon them still.

But now they drift on the still water
Mysterious, beautiful;
Among what rushes will they build,
By what lake’s edge or pool
Delight men’s eyes, when I awake some day
To find they have flown away?

Oh... that was so real

Schoooooool.

Parents evening.

Yeahhhhhhhhh.

Ciao
xXx

Firelight, the light of love, burns

22/9

Schooooool.

Toooooo much homeworkkkkkkkk.

Archery on Thursday, dancing on a Friday night

Schooooooool.

Archery afterrrr.

Argued for the legalisation of cannabis in General Studies, along with The Revolution.

Amen, brothers!

Quotes:
Very dry and very political.
Taxes and death.

Ciao
xXx

We're only liars, but we're the best

Schooooooool.

Had my first Soc lesson.

Twas... pretty shit. At least I was sat next to Chris =)

English.... fuckkkkkkk.

Quote:
Laura [when the teacher asked our class to describe a character from a book who was well created]: "Fuck it. I'm choosing Edward Cullen. They can take their Jane Eyre's, and... their pompous... Heathcliff's..... I'm doing fucking Twilight. Better than that... I'm doing Bella. I think the way it's written in 1st person is... insightful, and... shit like that."

Ciao

xXx

Your lipstick stains

Rugbyyyy tackle practiceeeeee =) =) =)

Finallyyyyyy!

=D

Fuckload of homework, though =S

Ah, well.....

Some gems of lines at rugby:

"I'm gonna get another cat, and call it Jaffa. As in Jaffa Cake. Jaffa Cat."

"I woke up next to an unspecified, dismantled gate this morning, in the middle of some field. Of course I haven't had breakfast."

"And then.... I just chundered at the side of a rugby pitch."

Ciao
xXx

I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms

Workkkkk today.

A nice break from schoooooooool.

Very busy, but...

Meh.

The non-boy becoming the boy gave me my iPod back =)

Brightened up my day.

The boy... Oh, that fucking boy....

Posted up a new chap for Motel Cabbage.

I now plan to get royally pissed.

Good day =)
xXx

I bet you are definitely in the top three good-looking girls on the street

School.

If that's what the technical term for it is.

I played cards for.... 4 hours.

Oh, yeah.

Changed to Sociology.

No more Psycho, thank fuckkkkkk.

=)

Went bike-hunting, but nothing.

=(

The non-boy who is becoming the boy let me share his coffee.

He has my iPod.

And shall return it to me at work tomorrow.

Could be... interesting if he gives it to my.... boss.

Oh, the lyrics.

The bad-mouthed lyrics....

Yet it has all of my friend's music on it, not any of mine, so.... not so bad.

S'all..... OK.

=)

Ciao
xXx

I'm falling straight for the clouds

School.

New plan.

I shall change Psycho to.... Sociology.

Yeah.

What new shittiness is this?

Si.

Oui.

Oh, yes.

Going to give it a month.

Two weeks are down.

Fingers crossed.

The boy....

Ciao
xXx

I'm never forgiving this broken heart of mine

School.

Fuck it all.

Someone brought in a bottle of spiked coke in Psycho.

Almost a shame I'm quitting.

But I bunked one lesson and showed loads of people how to play card games.

My conscience is oddly clean.

The boy.....?!

Can't wait for the weekend, the holidays, and the end of school.

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars, I could really use a wish right now

14/9

Schooooool.

Eurghhhhhhh.

What's it like in New York city?

Schoooooooool.

Je deteste ca.

Eurgh.

Fuck Psycho homework.

I shall carry on writing 'Real'.

Gem of a line in Psycho:
"Hi, I'm **** and I passed my CBT yesterday."
[awed] "She's a pedder!"

Ciao

xXx

I awoke on the roadside, in the land of the free ride

Official biker chick ;P

Passed my CBT.

Now for the 125cc moped to take me away...

Ciao
xXx

This is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loves me

11/9

Work.

Glad for the break from school, but......

Fuck.

I know I'm back on Monday.

=(

xXx

And the most she will do is throw shadows at you

School.

Asked to change Psycho to Graphics.

I can't put up with that bullshit any more.

There's this guy.

He's far too good for me.

He's lovely.

I... I'd love to, but I don't want to lose him.

And I would lose him.

Far too good for me.

Maybe one day.....

.... but probably not.

Ciao
xXx

The darkness there must come out to light

Really, seriously, actually debating quitting school. Or Psycho, at the very least.

I shall visit my beloved former graphics teacher, Mr Gillette, and ask if I can do graphics again.

If not, I shall ask my boss if I can work at least part-time.

C'est le plan de moi.

Then, when I have money, I shall buy a flat with a friend, and smoke all day on my days off, drink cheap vodka and Jack Daniels, and listen to Papa Roach: my favourite songs at the mo are Hollywood Whore and Scars.

Maybe some Example, too. And Eminem.

Ciao
xXx

Who's bad?

School.

Eurghhhhhhhh.

Philosophy's pretty good.

English is OK.

But Psycho..... I shall quit, no doubt.

I came up with a wonderful line whilst gazing into space, willing to disappear:
"You don't need to remember me; I'm unforgettable."

Quote of the Day:
Me: "Did you just flounce?"
Sam: "Yes."
Me: "I'm jealous of your flounce. It was exceptional. I wish I could flounce like that."

Ciao
xXx

One of these days these boots are gonna walk all over you

Got refused a temporary bus pass. For fuck's sake, I'm not paying a full year for a month's use. I shall take my business elsewhere.

Had English Lit and History x2. 2 frees. That's wrong, but.....

Met some new peeps.

I'm fucked.

Can't.

Be.

Fucked.

With.

Being.

Told.

What.

To.

Do.

Constantly.

I shall set up my fake I.D. and train ticket business with George. We shall be smoke and listen to Papa Roach forever.

Ciao
xXx

It's always better on holiday, so much better on holiday, that's why we only work when we need the money

6/9

Back to school.

Fuckkkkkkkkkkk offffffffffffffffffffffffffff.

Already debating quitting.

Waitressing isn't all that bad....

Ciao
xXx

I'll spy like James Bond and die like King Kong

RUGBY TRAINING! Wooooooo!

Oh, how I have missed being elbowed in the eye and nose, and being trodden on by my team-mates!

C'est la vie pour moi, je dis.

Parce que j'adode Monsiuer Norris.

I'm running away from this messed up place I'm breaking free, yeah yeah

4/9

Work today.

Got the date for my CBT: next sunday =)

It's weird knowing I won't be back at work til next Saturday. Stupid school.

I shall give 6th form a month, then I shall leave if it so suits me, and work at the restaurant until I discover my purpose in life.

Ciao
xXx

Blue eyes, blue eyes, I can't deny those blue, blue eyes

Workkkk today.

New person started .

Was minding my own business, walking between the washing up room and the kitchen, when a tea towel flew out of nowhere, towards my face.

Then it hit this random passer-by.

Zach stuck his head round the wash-up room door, exchanged an 'alright, mate' convo with the guy he'd hit [apparently they knew each other so this was acceptable] before apologising to me for nearly hitting me. I retorted that I would have smashed his pretty face in had he done so. We're good =)

Really quiet at work. I made stencils for the cappuccinos =) They didn't work quite as well as planned, but.... room for improvement on another quiet day =)

Sneeze ->







<- Flower / Star

Becoming who we are

Sixth form enrollment.

Eurgh.

Had to take a day off work for it.

What crazy shizzle is that?

I don't even want to go.

I wouldn't mind working at the restaurant forever.... maybe.

Spent most of the day with Hannah, craving a cigarette. Still craving. Really, really craving. Eurghhhhhhh!

I'm gonna smoke some lettuce or something. Maybe that'll work.

Ciao
xXx

Find the nearest girl, and ask her to dance

1/9

Work today, very busy.

Meal with work peoples, coz it was boss's 50th, manager's leaving, someone else's birthday.

Boss didn't show.

His son shared stories after a pint or two. Excellent.

Very enjoyable evening.

I had a veggie burger. Cajun in it. I can't pronounce.

Ciao
xXx

Motion shot....

Look at the stars, look how they shine for you

Tuesday 31/8

Workkkk today!

Blah.

A little bit o' writing done. A snippet:

"I hated facts, I mused, as we walked through the rain, hand-in-hand. I liked to mock facts, and by some means, prove them wrong."

Ciao
xXx

In this great future, you can't forget your past

Bank Holiday.

Typed a few lines from weirddddd dreams last night:
-tall, blonde artist who likes to curse in French.
-smoking cigarettes next to a really pretty little river, sitting on the tiny bridge with feet in the water.
-t-shirt with the words "I'd rather be a cuttlefish" on it
-gremlins drinking vodka
-making a bong out of a zorb
-smoking seaweed on a barbeque

Hopefully, some of this may make it into stories.

Hopefully, no one will think me insane if this happens.

Went for a walk with the dog and parents today. Very vivid memories of going there before, but they deny all knowledge. Confused to say the least.

The little hobbit house I found

I wanna hold you so much

Went to Granny's today, after writing a rather considerable contribution to Motel Cabbage.

Anarchist Quote of the Day: Probably some sort of... middle-class pun. =)

Quotes from "The House Of Sleep":

In your eyes tonight I saw a sightlessness.

Cigarette smoke swirled so thickly in the air that Sarah could barely see her way forward.

He was addicted to dreams.

He quickly sank into a romantic coma from which there was no awakening.

Motel Cabbage Inspiration

Motel Cabbage Inspiration

Ciao
xXx

Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose

Saturdayyyy

Workkkkk today!

Boss's b/day on Monday, so we gave him  a cake todayy. I bought him a lottery ticket [in joke] and told him that if he won anything, I wanted a share!!

Got a shirt to go with sis's green skirt for workkk people meal on wednesday..... £5 =)

Watched 'The Hangover' as downtime in the evening by my onesies, with a pint of something strongggg =)

Ciao
xXx

There's a thousand things I want to say to you

Workkk today!

Accidentally splashed my boss in the face.

He got me back, so we're good =)

Not much else to report.

So...

Ciao

xXx

I ain't got no future or family tree

Workkkk today.

Boss bought some new pepper pots, teatowels, and cutlery racks for the dishwasher. Jayne's response was: "what's the catch?"

We're having a meal on Wednesday on account of Boss's and Kerry's birthdays, and Yvonne's leaving. They're making me wear a dress. Eep.

Five reviews for new Motel Cabbage chapter. Hopefully I'll scrounge a couple more during the week =)

Not much writing being done lately. Lots of workkkkk.

Ciao

xXx

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Work today!

Very rainy.

Not happy about that.

Posted up Chapter 11 of Motel Cabbage.

Got my motorbike provisional!

Wow!

Erm.... yeah.

Nothing else to report.

=)

Ciao
xXx

When you said that we were wrong, life goes on

Results day! Very pleased!

Spent the day with Kelcie, Ross, Charley, Jess and Tim =)

I've been busy =)

Hotel Midnight Montage
Jasper and Rosalie Quote
Edward Quote
Alice Quote
Jasper and Rosalie Quote

The spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly

Day off work today, which is weird. I *always* work on Mondays.

So I'm not sure what to do.

I bought a motorbike helmet this morning. It's... awesome. =)

I've been reading FanFiction.

I should be writing, but.... =P

Huge chocolate craving. Preferably a Bounty, but I'll settle for.... a Crunchie. =)

I really want to go to another party. Charlie's is on Friday, but I have to go home for the night, so I can't pass out. And I have work the next day.

Ah, well....

There's more to life than vodka.

I jest, of course.

Vodka and herbal cigarettes.

And writing.

C'est la vie.

Ciao
xXx

Feel the rain on your skin

Lie in this morning, did lots of writing and reading in bed =)

Went to granny's, saw the cousin.

Wrote some more shizzle: 'Motel Cabbage' now has a plot!

Started to make some shitty 'Hotel Midnight' montages, which I may post up on here.

Ciao

xXx 
Boogie Monster ->
      =)

I'm so sick of people's expectations Leaves me tired all the time

Work today.

I got rained on.

Printed off prom photos.

They got rained on.

I'm now snuggled up in bed.

Warm and dry.

=)

<- I love this :P

<- I'm in love with this tat design <3 <3 <3



Ciao
xXx

The trick to life is not to get too attached to it

Lust tastes like tequila and love tastes like whiskey. Love burns for longer and warms you up on the inside and sometimes it makes you do stupid things. Tequila makes you wasted. You can get wasted on lust and warmed by love. ~Jackson Rathbone

I must get a tattoo of this. I wish I was 18 already. Only one more year and two months today!

Day off work today. I've been ploughing the internet all day getting inspiration for stories, etc. I've realised that I have fuck all of the holiday left before I have to go back to school. Hopefully I'll have failed everything so that I don't have to go back. =)

<- I love and want this tat. I'm gonna be inked up on my 18th birthday =P

           My 'Real' character's tat. How fucking gorgeous is this? ->

^
'Motel Cabbage' inspiration. >

And now it's four in the mornin' yes yes y'all in

No work today, thank fuck.

Woke up on the floor, covered with someone else's sleeping bag.

Vomit was crusting up my hair.

There were three mixing bowls full of my vomit next to me.

Tim and I were quite happy to get up at 5am, and almost trip over Mike, who was lying in the hallway, guarding the empty drinks table.

We woke him up, had a deep conversation about what the fuck happened last night, and then I got everyone diet coke.

We then woke up Will - affectionately named Jack Daniels, because I couldn't remember his actual name, and he had a bottle of it - with a chirpy "Wake up, it's 5 o'clock!" He was unimpressed.

We drank a bit more, to postpone the hangovers a bit more, and then I went and washed all the vomit out of my hair.

Then, more people had woken up, so I made everyone tea and coffee.

We struggled with the task of opening the back door for the dog, and after literally half an hour, I managed to open it. A small button almost defeated us.

We then watched some Top Gear, and then Mike left for work. Our prayers are with him.

I snuggled up to Will on the sofa for another couple of hours, before the guys left in search of bacon sandwiches.

We watched shitty kids' shows.

I eventually left, after having to entertain Chris's little sister for two hours.

I stumbled into town, and then manfully endured the 40 minute bus ride home.

I live.

Oh, 'Motel Cabbage' chapter 10 about to go up =)

Ciao
xXx

If I crash on your couch, can I sleep in my clothes?

Work today, followed by Chris's partay.

Hiding a bottle of vodka in your bag at work is interesting, especially since all the staff knew, except the boss, including his sons, I think =)

Managed to get to Chris's house with just an address and an "it's a few streets away from the school, yeah?"

Party was.... moist.

Lots of booze, consumption of which began at 5.30.

2 cans in the first 10 minutes.

Kept half-filling my can with my vodka to save glasses, environmental and all that jazz.

I'm a cuddly and dancey drunk =)

Kept kissing people's arms to prove that I was sober.

And dancing to Shakira.

Empty stomach.

Lots of vomit.

Tim puked all over me. Eew.

Had some nice philisophical conversations with some nice drunk / high people.

Quotes of the evening:
"Hello, I'm Aslan, I come from Wales"

"We can't find Will and George."
"We can't find Will and George."
"We found Will and George. They were at Tescos."

"I had Jack Daniels for breakfast."

"Wake up! It's 5 o'clock!"

"Hi, Jack Daniels. I love you."

"I'm sober. I'll prove it. I'll kiss your elbow. See, I can remember body parts. Why don't you believe I'm sober?"

"Were you the one who was cheering me on while I vomitted?"

[repeated line]
"Can I have some [Jack Daniels]?"
"Yeah. But this cost me £11."

"We should go on the trampoline. That'll make us be sick."

"COOKIES! We need... to go to Tescos. Not us, though. Send someone to Tescos. We need cookies. Cookies sounds like a good idea."

"I'm on my invisible bike!"

"You'll regret it in the morning."

Ciao
xXx

Sometimes I wake up when I'm falling asleep

Work.

Busy.

I went to the library after.

And drank fizzy drink.

And got the bus home.

And waved to someone.

On a motorbike.

I post this at 11:11.

And hope my wish comes true.

xXx

Nobody said it was easy

Work today.

Very quiet.

My conscience is dirty.

I think about karma.

The order of life.

I am sad.

I shall not dream well tonight.

Collecting all the people you love to sing you a song

Did lots of writing today. Almost finished chapter 10 of 'Motel Cabbage'.

I'd estimate that it should be posted on... Wednesday.

Yeah.

Did some writing for my original 'Real'. A sneaky peaky preview:

Jay waved the cleaver around at the chefs currently in the kitchen, waving a teatowel around his head, hollering at the top of his voice.

They dispersed, greeting Jay on their way out.

“Hey, chef!”

“Nice to see ya, JJ!”

“Thanks for the slushy, lover!”

“FREEEEEEDOMMMMMM!”

“Fuck off, Braveheart,” Jay muttered to the last one, as he ran out of the kitchen, his shirt already off.

Jay threw his cigarette down the sink, knotted his pirate bandana around his head, and started to clear up the mess.

Yep.

It's rather odd.

Ciao

xXx

Give me Texas wisdom

Workkk today!

Fairly busy, nothing special.

Convinced my manager that there is going to be a zombie apocalypse. I'm bringing in my evidence on Monday.

Got a lil bit o' writing done on the bus home from work, but not much.

Posted up a chapter.

Drank coffee.

Got royally pissed.

Not much to report, overall.

Ciao

xXx

We're all in tears for a world that's broken

Day off work today!

Helped Geord out in the garden all day, then made dinner: roasted sweet potatoes, runner beans from the garden, chicken [vegeterian option for me], followed by apricot and apple sorbet [improv recipe. not bad]

Learnt some new guitar chords, and daydreamed a great scene for a story involving someone whose life revolves around their guitar, despite not being able to play it.

Gave much thought to my Zombie Apocolypse escape plan.

Replied to 'Motel Cabbage' reviews, and got a few more, too! You guys... beyond the best =) I wish I could give y'all hugs and kisses and Jack Daniels. And Jasper, of course.

Not much being done with 'Real', my original story, a la momento, but 'Motel Cabbage' got a boost. Nearly finished the next chapter! Should be out tomorrow, or Sunday, depending on whether I go to sleep tonight. At the moment, I'm drinking rather strong coffee, playing with a lighter, eating pickled onions, and my music.... full blast through headphones [parents object otherwise]. I'd say sleep is doubtful. But I have work tomorrow, so I may have to.

Hmm...

Anyhoo, on with the mindless nonsense that shall shortly issue forth from my mad mind!

Ciao

xXx

We are young and we don't care, your dreams and your hopeless hair

Workkkkk today!

Saw The A Team in the evening.

And dyed my hair. It was meant to be dark brown. I now have purple hair. Have to explain THAT to my boss on Saturday!

A fair amount of reviews for the latest chapter of 'Motel Cabbage'. Thanks, guys, you're the best! xXx

Ciao
xXx

Took a job, workin' late

Heyy there!

Workkk today, very busy. Lots of old people. Sigh. Did lots of writing today, as I couldn't sleep past 2am. Finished chapter 8 of 'Motel Cabbage', and got half-way through chapter 9. I shall post in a second. Stuff's getting all angsty and dark, with gooey undertones and oddness. A strange combination, yet hopefully interesting to read. Listened to lots of Muse and My Chemical Romance to write this, with a bit of Wolfmother, and Michael Jackson.

'Real' is getting fleshed out now. Lots of character development a-going on. There are mentions of Smurf pyjama bottoms. I'd really love some.

Work tomorrow as well, but Thursdays are usually fairly quiet. I got the application form for my motorbike licence today. Going to send that off tomorrow, hopefully get it within two weeks, so I can get my CBT, and then -hopefully- a gorgeous bike. Unfortunately, I have to wait two months to ride a 120cc bike, but... worth the wait. =)

'Motel Cabbage' inspirational pic for my writing later:

Ciao
xXx

What about sunrise? What about rain?

Day off work today =)

Cleaned my room. Encountered some big spiders. Survived.

Scribbled some stuff for my original story: Real. A short preview:

He sat cross-legged on the floor, leaning against his dilapidated sofa, scribbling a best-seller novel down on the backs of unopened bills with a blunt pencil. He smoked a long, thin herbal cigarette.

Also wrote some more of 'Motel Cabbage'. I've got some form of plot, now, and I've been writing scenes for later that popped into my head. It's gonna get weird.

The beautiful, inspirational Jeff Buckley. This picture hugely inspired 'Real'.

Ciao
xXx

There was a time, when crazy days would start with wine

Workkkk today, yet again, but the boss always has Monday morning fever, so is never in. Therefore, we can rock out to the radio, and have our phones with us, and all that shadizzle. Yeahhhhhhh. =P Too busy today to do much of that, but... we had the chance to, and this was good. Did some writing on the bus, and I'm reading Holly Black's 'Ironside' at the moment, which I'm picking the good quotes out of.

Inspirational pic of the day:

Ciao
xXx

I see trees of green, red roses too

Heyy there, peoples! Marshalled a walk today. Pretty cool, actually, but no time for writing. There's never any time for writing. I posted up a shiny new chapter of 'Motel Cabbage' yesterday, and picked up a load of lurvely reviews today. =)

Ciao
xXx

Just let me hold you

Very Alice and Jasper, I think =)

Workkkkkkkk today! Nothing to report, of course. Got some inspiration for Motel Cabbage from the following picture:

Off to scribble some more nonsense

Ciao
xXx

You spin my head right round, right round, when ya go down when ya go down down

So..... yesterday. Did very little during the day, but went to Bath to watch a Rugby 7s Tornament with Ben. Good evening, but the standard of play was lacking slightly. Falcons came 2nd, though! =) Yeah.....

Ciao
xXx

Laughing and a-running, hey, hey, Skipping and a-jumping

Work yesterday, followed by bowling with the peeps from work! Really good night out, but no time for writing =(, besides the bit that I did on the bus in the morning.

Yeah, not a lot to report, really. =P

Ciao

xXx

All that rugby put hairs on your chest

Howdy!

Work today. Rained. Fell over in the courtyard, then threw up. Oh, yeah. Doesn't help that one of my co-workers is insanely gorgeous, and has now seen me vomit. Yeahhhhh. Ah, well, I got a hug =). Not much else to report, really. Spent some quality time with the guinea pig I'm babysitting for the fortnight. Hopefully get some writing done this evening, but if I don't, then doesn't really matter. Got lots done yesterday.


Ciao!
xXx

Was hypnotized by a strange delight under a lilac tree

A lazy day off work today. I sit in bed, listening to Bob Marley, playing with a lighter. I made a peach and orange smoothie, and strong coffee, and enjoy them as I type, accompanied by a jar of pickled onions.

I'm working mostly on some original material at the moment, but hopefully I'll get some inspiration for 'Motel Cabbage', and be able to post up a new chapter either today or tomorrow.

Reading 'The Time Traveler's Wife' at the moment. I got it off Amazon for 1p. I do love Amazon. I highly recommend it. There are some great quotes in it. My favourite at the moment: "I had an epiphany. I was standing in the toothpaste aisle when it happened."